hey dark ages, i got to go


“Alhamdulillah, Allah telah mengirimkan seseorang untukku

Untuk menghilangkan duka masa lalu

Membawa angin baru dan kebahagiaan dalam hidupku

Kini, setelah duka itu berlalu

Aku akan berhenti menjadi teman baikmu

Bukan aku tidak suka denganmu

Sebaliknya, aku sangat menyukaimu

Terimakasih atas semua kebaikan hatimu

‘Kehadiran’mu senantiasa menghibur kesendirianku

Tapi maaf, aku tidak ingin membuat luka baru pada hatiku

Maka, aku akan berhenti sebelum terlambat”

~0o0~

Sekeping hati ini, seharusnya dibawa berlari melalu jalan yang sepi. Jalan kebenaran, jalan indahnya para pejuang islam

 ~0o0~

Masih ingat istilah ‘dark age’? Ini bukan judul film seperti ‘dark knight’ atau ‘dark angel’.

Kalau tidak ingat, biar kuingatkan. Istilah ‘dark age’ ini bisa kita temui pada pelajaran sejarah SMP (mengalami masa SMP tahun 1997-1998 dulu), yaitu jaman kegelapan eropa. Pada jaman tersebut terjadi kekacauan pada tatanan kehidupan masyarakat eropa, dimana tidak adanya pemimpin yang bertanggung jawab pada rakyatnya (otoriter,diktator dan semacamnya), tidak ada kemajuan dalam ilmu pengetahuan (kalaupun ada ilmuwan, mereka akan dipenjara jika bertentangan dengan doktrin gereja), rakyat eropa dalam keadaan miskin dan (boleh dikatakan) terbelakang.

Tapi apa yang terjadi setelah itu?

Eropa mengalami masa kejayaannya, walaupun terjadi beberapa konflik, tetapi rakyat eropa akhirnya menemui kejayaannya hingga sekarang. Bisa dikatakan mayoritas negara eropa termasuk dalam negara-negara maju di dunia. Semua itu terjadi karena mereka mau berubah, bahkan dimana-mana terjadi revolusi (salah duanya revolusi industri di inggris dan revolusi perancis).

You know what?

I want to be just like that.

I want to turn my ‘dark age’ to the new way that will bring me to the glory, yay ^_^.

How?

Actualy it’s a simple idea. All I need to do is just do all the things as best as I can, a revolution when needed, hohoho.

Let me take you back to the mid year of  2 years ago when my ‘dark ages’ start. I met someone (old friend), someone that I thought have a great vision (same with mine,haha). My life is full of joy at that time. I think he’s ‘the one’ (If you’re not the one by daniel bedingfield, halah). But all the sudden, everything turns to the opposite way.

The day after that is a misserable. Full of tears, sadness and regretness. When at the same time, I have no bestfriend at my side because all of them already have their new life with their family.

I feel like I can’t found myself. Where’s the really me, I don’t know.

One year past…

Slowly I found new friends (actually I keep searching for new good friends) and new activities. But that (still) can’t wipe away the rest of my tears.

When finally I found someone (again)…

And I feel he’s different. He’s very nice, a caring person and at the same time full of passion to reach his goals. Nice to know someone like that, I feel lucky. But suddenly I  feels like I want to slap my face and said ” hey wake up!”. A friendship can’t run this way. Becareful, not too close otherwise I’ll find myself suddenly give my heart. So I’ll stop the ‘persahabatan yang gak jelas’ that can goes into ‘trisno jalaran soko kulino’ (maap bagi pak trisno, bukan maksud pencemaran nama baik).

Alhamdulillah, Allah still open my heart so that it can catch His hikmah.

From now on, I’ll try the best in my life. I know that life can’t be easier than before. We can’t use the same trick to solved a different problems, can’t we?!

So we need to improve ourself (always) to be someone better, day by day. (Actually that words mostly dedicated to myself, hahaha).

 Whether the things goes right or wrong, you always have Allah SWT.

 Here is a lyric from snada :

When you sad, when you blue

When you really really blue

2X

Don’t forget that you have Allah

Don’t forget that you have Allah

He will gives you, forgive and happiness

When you happy, when you glad

When you really really bad

2X

Don’t forget that you have Allah

Don’t forget that you have Allah

He will gives you, forgive and happiness

———————————————————-

So, don’t forget…. That you have Allah ^_^

#renungan subuh, tapi diupload siang, hehehe#


2 thoughts on “hey dark ages, i got to go

  1. Hmmm….. begitu toh… so welcome your new era n be careful when you passing that way.. because there will always be a test from the most Mercifull🙂

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